Where I am: 17dpo
Medications: Crinone
Symptoms: same as before…also moody
So I am clinically pregnant. My first beta at 12dpo was 54—which, according to some Twitter friends, is apparently good.
I go in for a second this afternoon, results probably by morning. My RE’s office called ahead to make sure Quest has their fax number and knows to STAT it and get the results to them ASAP.
I’m not going to write much more except I am terrified. This just became real. I’ve been living in limbo for days now, feeling like I could come back from this side easily. But not anymore.
Not only was the beta good, but I peed (for the last time, since there is no longer a need) on sticks this morning. Dark positive on Wondfo. Visible positive on FRER. And a “Pregnant 2-3” on a CBD Weeks Estimator.
All signs point to this pregnancy being totally, 100% real.
Which means it could totally, 100% really come crashing down.
I’ll be back tomorrow with the next beta, which obviously will be—should be—way more than doubled since the last was 12dpo and this one is 17dpo.
#teamjunebug
Such great news! So happy for you!!
Thank you!!! I want to be happy but all I am is TERRIFIED! Oi! ❤
Congrats! I know it’s hard not to be scared at this point but as of right now you are pregnant!! 🙂
Thank you! Yes, it would appear that I am…wouldn’t it!! ❤
Woot!!!! That’s awesome!!
I agree! Thank you so much!
Congrats!! I totally get being scared t this point….but 54 at 12dpo is a pretty wonderful number. This next beta will tell you more. Enjoy every moment!
Thank you!! Yeah everyone keeps telling me that…my second beta was pretty amazing, even more so than the first I think, haha. Just published a post about it. 😛 😉
Congrats! Hoping this is the one!!
Thank you so much! Me tooooo. ❤
Congrats! Fingers crossed for you!
Thanks I need it! 🙂
Congrats! So happy!
Me too! Scared, but happy as well! 🙂
So excited for you, and still keeping my fingers crossed.
Thank you, and thanks! I’ll take all the luck I can get, honestly. ❤
So exciting!!!!
Yes!!! 🙂 🙂
That is an excellent number for 12DPO!!! EEK! All is crossed!
AHHHHH. Thank youuuuu!!! 😀 ❤
Yeah! Wonderful beta!
😀 ❤
My first beta was only 65 so 54 is still a great number. They told me anything over 50 was fantastic! Fingers crossed your numbers double. Keep us updated!!!!
I will, and thanks for the encouragement!! 🙂
Yay! I’m so happy for you! I know you’re terrified hon, and don’t blame you at all! At 14W2D today, I’m still terrified too, but for today this is fantastic news and I’m so so happy for you! Saying so many prayers for a really high second beta. Hugs hon. Sending you lots of strength.
You know I love your comments. They make me feel so positive and calm. Thank you. ❤
Still can't believe you're over 14w…that's insane. So happy things are going well for you. Always thinking of you and hoping your doctors are taking good care of you to make sure this little boy of yours gets here safely. 🙂
Thanks hon and likewise! Thank you for all your support too! My next appt is on Tuesday and can’t come soon enough.
I know you’re nervous and I totally get it… but I’m so happy for you!! It’s hard to be so vulnerable but dont let that steal away your happiness to be pregnant! Just trust that it’ll work out!! XOXO IT WILL!!
Thank you, I am trying very hard! It’s going to be a long and stressful first trimester, but if I can make it…it’ll all be worth it. 🙂 ❤
You will make it through!! 🙂 And it will be beautiful! XOX
I know how scary this is, but that is a good number! Hoping for increasing numbers and sending you the biggest hug!
It is scary! But I’m hanging in there. Thanks for the hug, I need it! 😛
Woo hoo! Sending you love!
Thank you!!!!!! 😀 ❤
What great news!
😀 😀 😀
Congrats! How Exciting!
Thank you so, so much! 🙂
Congratulations!!!! Thinking of you and wishing you a sticky uterus. ❤
Thank you!!!! I’ll take good wishes, for sure. 😛 ❤
Wahoo!!!! That’s awesome news!!! 54 was my first beta number too I believe 👏👏👏 fingers crossed for more good news. I remember being a shaky mess showing up for both of my betas; so I completely get it 🙂 sending prayers your way!
EEEEE!!!! Maybe 54 is a magic number?! 😛 Yeah I am definitely shaking when I show up for these damn blood tests, haha. So nervous. 🙂 Thanks so much!! ❤
Hey hon. Just checking in on you. I hope the results of your second beta came in and that all is good. Saying so many prayers for you and little Junebug ❤
Thank you so much, hun! I am writing a new post now, and it will be up soon… 🙂 Check back in with me in a little bit!
And thank you so much for your support, you’re amazing. ❤
Yay! I can’t wait!!!
It’s up!!! 😀 😀